Hey all! Its been a bit of a while since my last serious major post. I guess since im sober this friday night i can do all my confessions and also update you on what's been keeping me so busy and sadly AWAY from Megazeux'ing as i've always called it
A couple of years back when i was much more younger and stupid'ter as with all young dudes I commited a sin within our community as some of you may already know. It was prompted by an act one of my old co-workers did while back when i had just started fequently attending the Digitalboards and various other forums on other sites not all relating to Megazeux nor ZZT. He hacked into a couple of my accounts and made single posts of each and with some modified some of my profile information. (He did not create the Kitzo Account I did.)
But here's when my act of sin came in. After proofing my innocents to the members of the various forums about my account hijacks I thought up a terrible scheme. A way to draw the members into playing / testing my games. By creating a new account "
Kitzo" and making posts to flame or create interest into my games and inturn blaming those posts (if caught) on my former co-worker who had originally hacked me.
I got so caught up in my "defence" of proving that Kitzo was someone at my workplace when yet infact it was me, that I even started emailing people my defence. Distroying my loyal and trustworthly rep that i may of had.
I've grown up dramatically since then and matured quite a lot. I'm not an adult and now's the time to act as one. So I just wanted to say im sorry for deceiving you all back then even when the truth was obvious to most.
I want to especially target Exophase for my sorries because he was the person I directly lied to. Im greatly sorry for my childish acts in the past, man. I was young and stupid at the time and felt pretty bad for what i had down now reviewing what I had done since I'm in general quite a trusting person in person.
Hope the past is behind us. I've become quite a new man and would like to rebuild some trust I may of lost back then or at least start new since I do believe im entirely a different person since then (no pun intended bout the whole schizo act lol)