Hi, I'm Becca. I first came to the MZX community when I was probably 10 years old, creating a game called Ed Venture which became legendary for how bad it was. (No, I don't have a copy, unfortunately). Back then my name was Ben, and I went by the handles Zuljin, Roto and Zoma. My second game, Fred the Freak, was described by Scott Hammock like this: "The jokes aren't funny; they're just there." I made a sequel, which also sucked. Then I invited a user named FredTC to remix the games, and he actually made them somewhat decent.
I was pretending to be two years older than I was, so I made up some stories about myself: that I had a girlfriend, that I was really strong, etc. I became known as a compulsive liar, which I guess was about right! I made a demo for a game called Staff of Gandarm, which was going to have bosses by Spider123 (I think that was his name), but eventually Spider123 lost interest and I was left without bosses. So I wrote more comedy games, which were about at the level of an 11-year-old's sense of humor. FredTC, me and a few other users started a joke channel called #goatsex, and were banned from #megazeux at that time for starting a "boycott channel." Such was the state of affairs back then.
When I did make it to high school I developed an intense interest in poetry; I saw it as an extension of my interest in creativity in terms of MegaZeux. At one point I submitted some poetry to a site called poetry.com, got a big fancy letter about how great I was at poetry, and bragged about it to everyone. Then I found out that poetry.com was a scam, and I was pretty humiliated by that. Around that time I stopped coming around the community.
I went off to college, majored in computer science and developed a massive drug addiction problem. Somehow I managed to graduate anyway, and get a job out in India, which I was forced to leave because I couldn't keep it together. When I got home I got back into poetry, started getting accepted to real journals, started my own literary press, etc. At the moment I'm still writing, and still programming, and clean off drugs, and I've begun living as a woman as of the beginning of this year. I just moved from Ohio to Washington, D.C.. I stop back here from time to time just to remember something that was a big part of my life at one point.
This post has been edited by Edith Venture: 14 November 2014 - 09:58 PM